Saturday, March 31, 2007

TREASURES

What have I been up to…


…I’ve been spending a lot of time with Saida, the witchdoctors’ wife, the woman who gave her life to the Lord a few months back. I really enjoy my relationship with her and her husband. I really believe that the Lord wants to bring him to salvation. He is open with me and enjoys when Saida and I read the word together he just does not allow her to attend church because he thinks others in the community will view him as being weak and not having a respectful wife…. Respectful to his muslim faith and to his position as the island witchdoctor.

……karina, a friend and a woman who is on the islands with me serving and who is committed her life here is in the midst of starting an NGO (non-government organization) and is waiting on the registration process. I have been helping her get the finances and admin. structured. The ngo has many facets, a clean water project, discipleship training, heathcare and the child sponsorship/development that I’ve written about in the past…that’s exciting!

…. Also the school is soon to be registered… or so it always seems to be until they need another paper or signature or whatever. I am praying for this process that it goes quick from here on and the school will be registered! The school is going on well, the senior 4 class (they take a big examination at this level to move onto the next level, depending on how they score determines their next step) is registered for their examination at a school on the mainland (once we are registered they will be able to take their examination at our school and save a lot of money!), the teachers have been getting their salary every month, the school is not in debt, communication is happening, students are doing practicals because some of the lab equipment is bought, there is student housing to provide safety for the students from being in the camp and a serious learning environment is being cultivated, and I believe and have heard from the mouths of students that there is real unity amongst the teachers. This past week I was the honored guest (pretty much because I was the only one around!) for the student prefect party (the student leaders). It was great for the students and staff to come together to honor the student prefects and to say goodbye and thank you to last years prefects. I spoke about leaders and the two types of leaders the bible talks about… David versus Saul leaders and how Jesus too modeled the perfect type of servant leadership we should all be aiming at. I thank God because he gave me words.

…I am excited because my duties of serving ywam with their finances will be transferred over as of April 1st. Catherine, the women who runs the ywam base with her husband Shem will be taking it.

A little African fun…. This last week I took a Sabbath day and boated around the entire island with my friends Robert and Innocent. The waves on the other side of the island were pretty rough since the lake opens up to the larger part of the lake, so it was so good it was three of us. it was so fun and most locals couldn’t believe that a woman could boat (here boats travel primarily for fishing and I’ve only seen men doing the fishing).



…my flight details are here for my departure home…my Ugandan visa expired may 25th and the gov’t has been really tough on us with renewal, therefore I am departing 1-2weeks before I originally hoped too, but my visa has been such a struggle yet a blessing in disguise, but I am done playing the visa game and I am coming home. So I depart on the 23rd of May and arrive on the 24th of May in the afternoon in Chicago.


…so a bit of my process about coming home….
As my time is coming to an end my heart and mind feel as though they are beginning to enter back to the US while with the reality of being very much here in Uganda. Last night, after dark, I had to go out and bring my super dishes to the dish rack after the realization of 100’s of ants piling into the left over scraps on my plate left in my room… as I went, I grabbed my toothbrush (you know me always trying to multi-task :))… as I walked with dishes in one hand and the toothbrush in the other, I dropped the dishes at the rack and started looking for a place to spit my toothpaste... now remember I have no sink to wash up… I am left to the wild, but you can’t just spit anywhere it has to be in a secret strategic place that is off the beaten path because if rain doesn’t come for sometime the white toothpaste in the path doesn’t look so pleasant. as I was thinking about where to ‘release my toothpaste’ (doesn’t that sound better :) ) and I was thinking how I have only two more months to enjoy the toothpaste game in the wild!

I have come to love Africa, the people the most and I have loved every moment of my time (well almost… ;) ). I have found peace and a part of home. Home is where you make it and I believe I can find home anywhere partnered with treasures (people dear to my heart).

The other day I sat open handed before the Lord, excited for what he wanted to speak to me concerning direction for next year… I believe the Lord is specific at times and other times he leaves it fully up to us, but I have peace about serving in the public schools and returning to my profession. Therefore I am choosing to step back into the schools. At times I have really struggled in this sphere and I think that the public school is a challenge for me, and really difficult at times. I am hoping for an east side position to open in the middle school (preferably) or even the high school. I tried to submit an application for an assistant principal position a few weeks back but failed due to the documents refusing to upload from the computers here in Africa. So I let that go.

I am doing my best to follow my heart and my desires that God has placed inside of me… why sometimes does that seem difficult? It seems like it should be so easy… it probably is, and I just make things difficult. I just want my life to bring Glory to Him.

I am glad I am moving back to Madison to stay near my treasures.

Love you all,
mandy

a quote from a friend: Christianity is not primarily a moral code but a grace-laden mystery; not essentially a philosophy of love but a love affair; it is not keeping rules with clenched fists but receiving a gift with open hands.

Monday, March 12, 2007

Seasons

So the update I’ve been wanting to send… I am feeling a bit weak today, I am unsure why, but I just ordered some spaghetti from my favorite café… I figure if its just because I have low energy this should zap it, if not, I’ll check for malaria this evening. Hopefully no Malaria!

Random Updates…
The school has just started its second year and it is really going on well! So far there are no debts J although there are still many needs for the school…. For example we are still in need of one more mud dormitory for the teachers ($2000)… you may think why not brick… we’ll sure, but that adds about $20,000 to the cost!… we are looking to get a fence to keep the animals out from eating the gardens…($3000)…. Also we are hoping to get the school registered this month we are just waiting for the church to finish revising their constitution.

My friend Ruthie, a girl from Oregon is leaving to go back to the states this weekend L she has been a great friend to me during my stay here and I am really going to miss her!

I have been teaching the Song of Songs, and I love it! I am teaching it from the perspective of King Solomon representing Jesus and the Maiden representing us, the individual believer. I am using Mike Bikles study on this along with Shane Holden, my pastor from Mad City. Personally I have loved this study and a women got up in church this past Sunday and gave a testimony about how God affected her heart through the study… it was really encouraging to me. .

Can you believe I only have two months left!!!! I can’t! I’ve been thinking a lot about the next season…

Current Life Process…
When I was in Cape Town I had gone to see a movie, ‘the pursuit of happyness’, with the family I had been staying with. Sometimes you just watch a movie and you really don’t feel moved by it… but this movie really did something in my heart. I really felt like God could have spoken anything through that movie, but He really choose to speak to me about Madison, and about coming home. I was really surprised; I went back that night and just prayed about it. I felt like God really gave me a new joy and excitement to come home… the last thing I thought He was going to speak and also an excitement that I’ve never really felt before. He even gave me peace about returning to teaching or applying for an assistant principal position if I so desire…. I think that it is not so much of a certain place God has me and if I don’t go there I am going to blow it. I don’t think God is like that. I know he can speak very specifically and if he wants me to part the Red Sea he’ll make it clear, I don’t doubt that. I am just trying to say, that God calls us to follow our heart. What is really in my heart that is going to excite me… and I believe He says, ‘Go, run and do that… I’ll bless you either way (whether you choose to stay in Africa or go home to Madison, or even move to Cape Town!), your not going to miss my will as long as you stay looking at me.’ Part of my process is just trying to figure out what is really in my heart. And I’ve been asking God to help me figure out what is really in there. So this even feels funny to type, because this is the last thing I thought I would be typing… but I am coming home next year…. Actually in two months! At least for a year, and who knows after that… I really don’t think that this is it for overseas ‘missions’ (I don’t know why, but I hate that word!)…. that I’ll leave Africa and never return…. I really believe there is a call on my life in some degree to overseas work. I love it. I love the people here, I’ve adjusted to the way of life fairly easy (especially with such great support back at home… I really think that is why)… part of me feels like I could be picked up and thrown anywhere to live. I’ll steal the words of my friend Erin, because they are true for me too, ‘I love the church of God’… it doesn’t matter where, I just do (even with all of its brokenness, I still love it). I loved David Shirks message that he spoke at madcity church awhile back about the ‘treasure in the field’ (I just listened to the CD that got sent over thanks to my brother, the best brother ever, even if he is more stubborn than me :) ) and how so often we go looking for a nice city, as if that is a treasure, or a ‘good job’ as if that is the treasure and he says that the Treasure is in the people. Where are you closely linked with others, that is where you should be moving, not to some nice job where you know no one in the city… but let the treasure, the people dictate where you are in life…. Not a job, not a great city, not the ocean (which I love :) ).. but the treasure is always in the people. I loved that message. And who knows what I’ll be doing in Madison when I return. I am trying to keep all doors open…I am open to going back to teaching, I am open to trying for an assistant principal job, I am open to serving in the church… we’ll see what doors open in the next few months and where my heart leaps the greatest. But I want to say thank you for continuing to stand with me in life, and encouraging me… I sure need it!

I love you all,
mandy